Cravings:

All I could think about at work today was London and food. Everything seemed to remind me of something . . . mmm.

Banana Nut Bread
Pizza
Carlos O'Kelly's
Semo's
Muffins/Cake
And the luscious Chinese

Of course I've had this intense desire to eat out for that past few days. However, I haven't found anyone to go with me (though I've only asked Jerome). I probably won't be going since I need money for . . .

LONDON

Of Which I currently have $1300 of the $5250 with a hopeful $2000 by the end of the summer. A further $1500 added from financial aid in the fall.

I actually asked myself why I was going this week. It was needed though because the amount of time I pray is equal to the amount of time I spend re-enacting scenes from "Pollyanna". Which is none. (Jerome is the one who re-enacts "Pollyanna") So, I honestly didn't know why I wanted to go to a 24 hour house of prayer when I don't even pray here?! I'm not sure I have much of an answer either (so much for questioning). I suppose part of it is this deeply ingrained hope that one day things will turn around and I will actually enjoy this relationship to God. Not that leaving the country is going to be a magice cure (I gave up on those in the 60's), but at least somewhere where my time is devoted to solely God.

Can't wait.

Hugs and Kisses,
Clay