So, I figure I should smile more. Mostly because I've been out of sorts lately. I've been told smiling releases endorphins (not some cross breed elf-dolphin thing) in your body that supposedly make you happier. Hmm. Laughing is good too. I should laugh more, but life is fairly dull anymore.
I need excitement.
Action, something outside of the Clay usual (or one of the various things that I want to do, but don't because I can be a pansie) to induce a mild rush. Get the adrenaline going.
(ok, just to say, there is a really weird guy in the HPL that comes nearly everyday (as I do) and spend 3 hours on the computer. He just got kicked off and is now looking for another open computer. He seems a little strange.)
Pulling weeds isn't doing it for me. I can't quit, though, until the end of the summer (That is what I restricted myself too. I want to quit now though, but I figure I can make it through). Then something new.
Except it'll probably just be Wal-Mart.
What I want to do is be in a play next semester. That would satiate my need for excitement, but it is far away. What would be even better is to find a "company" and write our own plays and find a stage to perform them on.
But I'm left to dream in an unmotivated state.
Luv,
Clay
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2 comments:
FHSU plays rock my face off- I would come watch! Bet we could get you a whole fan club!!! I need to go to Wal-mart today. . . we should all hang out sometime. YOU-KNOW... like the good ol' days! I wonder where the score board ended up... for a second, I almost forgot to mention the time that we played clue and I should have won! :)
That has to be one of the oddest movies I've ever seen. Heh.
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